It is summer. As I lay on the beach, oblivious to the sun burning my skin, trying to find a way to forget the past, he comes toward me. I thought I would never him see again. He bends down and says, "I love you." I always loved you. His words permeate me. I can feel the words, like precious gems, filling the cracks in my soul and mending my broken heart. As he leans toward me, it is obvious he wants to kiss me. I pull back, unsure of my feelings for him. Something I can't explain propels me toward him. It is like a devotion to him, a love i have never felt before. I feel his warm lips against mine. Just as we part I know he is all I have ever wanted. His hot breath on my neck electrifies me. I close my eyes in anticipation and then....
I have often asked myself, "what would have happened if I refused that very kiss?" It is a thought so devastating, I cannot imagine. I love him and he loves me. What better can happen to me than that?
On a dark, rainy night months later, I awake with a start. Looking around my room I take in every detail; the light from the street casts an eerie shadow on my wall. I glance at the alarm clock. God its only 3:15 in the morning. I feel something moving at my feet. I tug on my blanket to reveal Nibbles,my faithful cat. He eyes me suspiciously, yawns and lays his head down. "you'll always love me wont you?"
I get up and walk to my window. The rain is pelting the window. I breathe onto the window and trace his name in the drops of condensation. I fight back tears and swallow the lump in my throat as I whisper his name. "Michael,I miss you and will always love you" As the memories of the accident come flooding into my mind, haunting me, torturing my very soul ...
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It's almost puzzling how much damage can be done in such a little time. If you think about it, a day, is equal to an eternity, full of infinite possibilities of change. One second changed my life forever. No. Not changed. Broke. Destroyed. Eliminated the human part of my being. Extinguished the soul that was within me. What was I before what I am now? It's almost impossible to recall. I can only rely on memories to give me glimpses of the happiness I once knew.
It was summer. Where I come from they say there are only two seasons; winter and road construction. But it was a beautiful day. I was oblivous to the sun that burned my skin and welcomed the heat with the gentle breeze coming off the lake. I met him there and afterwards, it became our special place. We used to meet at the beach so early in the morning, before the world was awake to watch the sunrise. We would sit there, silent in the sand knowing that the world was ours. As the sun would rise he would look at me and smile and say "Look what you did! You're so beautiful the sun came out just to see your dazzling face." I would smile and roll my eyes and we would get up and leave the beach and continue on with our days. Go to work. Put up with traffic. Deal with the constant whirl of people and problems around us. But at least we had that moment together. That one moment of peace to get us through the day.
I knew something was wrong when he missed the sunrise. He was never late and yet the sun had already seen my face. From what I was told he closed his eyes just before the sun rose. He kept the promise he made to me that long time ago. "As sure as I love you, I will never watch the sun rise or the day pass without you."
Now, it is summer. As I lay on the beach, oblivious to the sun burning my skin, trying to find a way to forget the past, he comes toward me. I thought I would never him see again. He bends down and says, "I love you." I will always love you. His words permeate me. I can feel the words, like precious gems, filling the cracks in my soul and mending my broken heart taking back to that first day on the beach. As he leans toward me, it is obvious he wants to kiss me. I pull back, unsure of my feelings for him. Something I can't explain propels me toward him. It is like a devotion to him, a love i have never felt before. I feel his warm lips against mine. Just as we part I know he is all I have ever wanted. His hot breath on my neck electrifies me. I close my eyes in anticipation and then....
I have often asked myself, "what would have happened if I refused that very kiss?" It is a thought so devastating, I cannot imagine. I loved him and he loved me. No one will make me as happy as he did. Nothing can full the empty place he left in my heart.
On a dark, rainy night months later, I awake with a start. Looking around my room I take in every detail; the light from the street casts an eerie shadow on my wall. I glance at the alarm clock. God its 5:15 in the morning. I feel something moving at my feet. I tug on my blanket to reveal Nibbles,my faithful cat. He eyes me suspiciously, yawns and lays his head down. "you'll always love me wont you?"
I get up and walk to my window. The rain is pelting the window. I breathe onto the window and trace his name in the drops of condensation. I fight back tears and swallow the lump in my throat as I whisper his name. "Michael,I miss you and will always love you" As the memories of the accident come flooding into my mind, haunting me, torturing my very soul I see through my window the sun is beginning to rise. I can't help it. The tears escape and flood my face and suddenly I realize why the sun rises. Even though it has set, the sun will not give up. It bears the dark night but knows there is end to the night. The sun rises so that a new day can begin. Michael was my sunrise, but his sun has set. Now is the time for me to start a new day. What better way than watching the sun rise?
Reply:making me know what is the sorrow to love someboy and lose him , but this deep pain, the numerous rain drops will never know.
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