I responded to a question earlier today and told the person i was going to send them an email with a poem I wrote...I was a cutter myself...but I realized soon after that I didnt have the email address, so hopefully this person will get this...I wasnt gonna publish it for the whole world to see on here, but what the heck. Please, no rude responses
A Painful Lesson
I used to cut myself and watch the blood drip like rain
I thought it was the only thing that could take away my pain
I used to pour alcohol on my bleeding skin just to feel the burn
When I think of it now it kinda makes my stomach churn
Then one day I realized it just didnt work
So I got some help before I went completely berserk
I thank God every time I look at my scars
They remind me of just how close I was to going way too far
If you know someone like this, they are hurting inside
Get them some help...please dont take it all in stride!!
It is still not easy for me, some days i still want to cut. But I write.
Attention All Cutters?
i wasnt going to check my answers that i recieved then i did just 10 mins ago and read your reply, i looked into my mailbox and saw no email, i was anxious to read it especially since you didnt want anyones eyes but mine to see, even though you didnt have my email address, which is btw, pandasrfriendly@yahoo.com, you still persisted and luckily i clicked on your profile and saw this that you posted, ATTN ALL CUTTERS, and i thought hey, thats me, and read it and realized it was first meant for me, but also for everyone going through the same or maybe even worse things that i am right now
i told my boyfriend today that i cut and he was shocked, asked the usual questions, couldnt look at me straight at first then finally asked me to please stop for OUR future and i really do want to be free, i have yet to tell my parents but they are next on the list
thank you for posting this im loving the poem
feel free to talk to me anytime
Reply:Beautiful poem.. more power
Reply:That's so sad. Congratulations on getting through that.
Reply:i like that poem...it's nice.
i make poems to help me too..
Reply:wonderfully put into words:) it's amazing though how little people understand about the issue unless they have been there done that
Reply:I am writer and I could not have written it any better. I understand.
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